baby

Well found out today that we will more than likely have a baby tomorrow. The doc is putting Sam in at 6 in the morning and inducing labor. If she doesn't have it in 12 hours they will do a c section. Well I know its short but I have to get back to work. Adios.

Do You Read Me?

I was just wondering if anyone reads this besides me? Well gotta run!!

Blue Hawaii

Well I found out today that I am getting a raise. This is a good thing, but I was thinking about quiting. My mom already told me that if I wanted to quit that I could after the first of the month. I wouldn't need to get a job until after the summer, because I already have one lined up then. Of course its baby-sitting. I don't really mind all that much. I will probably be watching an army full of kids this summer. Ashton and Keyondra for sure. But also Ashlyn and Hunter some. Possibly Journey too. It'll be crazy but I can handle it. I've also decided to try and have a birthday party this year. Hawaiian theme. It should be fun. Well I gotta run. Talk to you later.

A new week

Its the start of a new week, and I'm just so excited. Yea right. I'm tired. I so didn't want to get up this morning. I just wanted to lay there. What else is new, eh? On a different note, I may be an aunt here pretty soon. The doctor is thinking about taking my sister-in-law into the o-r to do an early c-section. He thinks that the baby is getting too big for her to carry him full tern. I gotta say it does look like she is going to pop. He isn't due till March 10th but we'll see what the doc's want to do today. Well its crunch time with the play. It goes up next freaking week. I am so not ready for it. I don't think that anyone is. What else sucks is we are with out half of our cast for this WHOLE WEEK. Another thing. Our costumes. I look like a big ruffley pillowcase. I'm not happy with it. Well I have to run. Have a good day.

Rainbow

You're only a rainbow away

and I'm sitting here soaking wet waiting for you

You're only a rainbow, just a rainbow away

and I'm reaching out hoping that you see it too

But I'm telling you that Im no fool

Cause I know what rainbows do

They fade away

Fade away

Fade away, away

Stormy day

Found its way

and I wish I could hold you now

I'm only a rainbow away, my friend

And if you could see what others see

You wouldn't feel so bad

And I'm telling you

Cuz I've been there too,

that storms are like rainbows too

They fade away,

fade away,

fade away, away,

stormy days,

drift away,

and may someone be holding you now

I'm not dead yet...

So I'm feeling significantly better today. But I still feel like crap. So I don't know if that is a good or bad thing. Hopefully I'm on the way to being healthy again. Anyways, rehearsal went by pretty quickly considering the circumstances. The 2nd act is looking way better than the 1st act. But we'll fix that tonight. Everyone was cracking me up. Man hopefully the audience will like this show as much as we do. Also I hope that my costume isn't too horrible. I know our first costumes aren't but the second ones are 'nightgowns'. Eh, not too excited. I should be getting my tax refund by next tuesday. I'm excited even though its only 400 bucks. Thats cool, I'll take it. Well I'm gone!

fact: The human ear can distinguish about 1,600 frequencies.

ugh...

I feel like crap. But I'm alot better than I was yesterday. I was sick last week, and I was almost completely over it, but all of a sudden I was sick again. This time it was worse. I was running a fever on Monday night, all day yesterday, and I think I still had one at 4 this morning. My body aches. It hurts when I turn my eyes, if that makes any sence at all. My head hurts from coughing. My nose is kind of stopped up. The only thing is, my throat doesnt hurt at all. Anyways I just thought that I would complain about that for a sec. I stayed in bed almost all day yesterday, hopefully I'll feel better soon. I don't know what I'll do if I don't. I really am not in the mood for rehersal tonight. I didn't go last night either. But I have a feeling that I will be dragging alot tonight. Well I'm gonna run.

How pathetic...

Here it is not even but 2 hours later, and I'm writing again. I just need something to do. I'm pretty sure that the job I have is probably the most boring job anyone could ever have. Well maybe the second most boring, with double checking the phone book for mistakes coming first. I work at Amarillo College, in the library. Which means I get to sit at a computer around 5 hours at a time...doing absolutly nothing at all. I check my email, search things (normally random things), and now I do this. Before after I got done searching everything that would come to my mind, I would just sit and stare into space. But not so much anymore. Man being sick sure does suck. I'm just getting over it and I have this killer cough that hurts at the base of my throat. Not that you really wanted to know about any of that, but hey what can I say. Man today is Valentines day. Something I think that I have always loathed. Well at least from middle school on. But I do have to say that I have recieved something from someone on V-day once. It was in 8th grade and I got a box of chocolates and a card. That was the last time I recieved something. I guess I'm alittle bitter... I'm out.

Random fact: On average the total amount of skin on a human weighs 6 lbs.

So I had this blog typed out, explaining what has went on in my life these past few years. But it was extremely too long. So I deleted it. Sorry. But if you want to know just let me know and I will gladly tell you. I'm Carissa by the way. Not sure why I'm telling you this. I think that I can be completely honest on here, something I am incapable of in real life. I can hardly ever just say what is on my mind. It's a fear of rejection. Well I have to get going to lunch so I can go to work at 1:00. Yea.

Random fact: Over 3 million Jews lived in Poland before WWII. Over 90% of them were killed in concentration camps. Thats 2.7 million innocent men, women, and children killed.