Slacker

I officially suck at this thing. Whats weird though is I write all the time in my blog on myspace. Perhaps it's best if you don't find anything new here you go and check that out. Chances are I will post one blog here to ever 5 or 6 blogs there. It's at http://www.myspace.com/carissamay9 . Well nothing really is happening in my life right now. I am just waiting for the end of the month to hurry up and get here so I can get out of this town. Even if it is only for two days. I haven't been anywhere or done anything this summer and I am dying here. I can't wait for school to start so I am busy again.

So long

It has been awhile, yes, but I am not going to make excuses, I just haven't gotten on here to post. I spend most of my time at myspace because it is so addicting. So what has been going on with my life? Let's see. I just finished 'Hamlet' with Merely Players this past weekend. I am going to miss the cast alot. I found out that Merely Players is giving me a $250 scholarship which is super cool. Not that I really need it, I am already 'turning down' one of my scholarships. I got one of the Whitney Rodgers Scholarships, while it is only $200 per semester I don't really need it. So I told the faculty sponsor of Delta Psi Omega, that I'd accept the scholarship to put on paper, but that I didn't want the money. I wanted to let the scholarship fund keep it because we are low on money. If Ray wouldn't of let me do that, I would have just taken the money and donated it back to DPO. Anyways another note, I'm going to London. So it isn't set in stone, but we're planning it for after graduation next May. Which brings up something else. I didn't plan on actually graduating from AC, I was just going to get all the credits that I could and transfer to a 4 year. But it turns out that after these next two semesters that I am only ONE class shy of graduating. Unfortunately it is a class that they only offer every other year, and they had it this past year. But they are also supposed to offer a voice and diction class that counts for the same credit, and they haven't even offered it in years. Luckily Ray has agreed to talk to the upper people in the department to see if we can get a spring class going, so that some of us can graduate. There are more than just me that had thought this. (the not graduating) But then in the spring I will decide where to transfer. I think my parents are having a hard time with my persistance in that I am not going back to WT. I am going to TETA this year and trying to get as many scholarships as I can. I just don't want to be stuck in the rut I was my first semester in college. I hated every minute of it. At this point in my life, I don't need that bringing me down. Yes it is closer to home, yes it is cheaper, but is it worth it? I know I am going to miss all of my friends, and my family. But I need to move on. I need to live MY life right? I got to thinking about my nephew, and being away from him. It seems silly but I am afraid that with him being so young, he'll forget me. Does that make sense? Anyways enough for now, I'll try to stay on top of this thing.