Oh no!!!

Man, the show goes up tonight and I am soo nervous. It could be the fact that I haven't performed in almost 3 years. I just know that I am going to mess up or something. Hopefully all that we do is good. I had an allergic reaction to some makeup on Monday so I haven't been able to wear makeup at all this week. I did have to last night, because it was a full dress rehearsal. It felt weird to put it on. Then after the show when I was taking it off, my face was sorta red. It sucks soo bad. But I guess I'll deal with it. My friend TJ just told me that I need to stop wearing makeup all together, and I wont have to worry about having allergic reactions. I actually might stop wearing it. I think it just depends. I did get a really good complement last night. Our director was talking to me about our last scene and I asked if what we were doing was okay. She said it was fine then goes into this whole shpel about how much she loves my face. She was like you have such an expressive face. It's wonderful. And with the lights on the stage, it looks absolutely beautiful. I want your face. I was like okay....hmm...thanks. Miles was like, you really do have an expressive face. So at least I have that going for me right. An expressive face. Well my dad got promoted to Sergant so he leaves Sunday at 5 in the morning and will be gone for 2 weeks. I think it's going to drive my mom crazy. But we are probably going to go down there the last part of spring break to visit him, and to spend the weekend in Dallas or something. Well I need to do some stuff so I will talk to you later. Auvior!!