I'm bitter....I think

Do you ever get tired of doing the same ol stuff all the time. I don't even really do much of anything on a regular basis, but it's like I'm tired of doing it. Maybe I expect too much out of life. Maybe I'm wanting more out of this life than what I'm getting. I got real upset last night. I was looking on this website and something suprized me. There are many churches that go on mission trips to towns or what not. You know what really got to me though? There are churches from big cities like Houston coming to Amarillo for a mission trip. That really gets me mad. Then I think about church here. I love that the youth does missions to places like Rio, but instead of spending all that money perhaps they could serve here in town. If people in places like Houston that is over 11 times bigger than we are, think that Amarillo is in need of mission work, then we should do it. I also feel that we are not doing enough. Maybe I'm just being whatever. In a post from a week or so ago about small group, I realize that I am more upset that we, as a college group, aren't doing more. We go to church on Sunday mornings, then on Sunday nights, and some of us even go on Wednesdays. Wow isn't that amazing. I know that we justify it by saying that it's pretty amazing that we even go to church considering the society we live in. But is it really enough? No. I don't think that it is. I think that we need to step out and do more. Even if it is one Saturday a month or something. How are we supposed to bring others to Christ if we aren't even coming to Him fully? How are we supposed to make people see how great He is, and all the wonderful things He does thru us, if we aren't doing those things???? Man, I'm all worked up now, and I'm exhausted. I'm going to bed.