aghhhh...

How sad is it that when I post what I did last night, I decide to start saying what I really am thinking and feeling, that someone immediately tries to stop me. Or so it seems that way. And why do I let myself get upset about it? It's like I'm being told, how I feel, or think. Or I guess how I'm supposed to or not. But I'm not getting into all that, because it would be a waste of my life to dwell on it. Time is a precious commodity that I don't really enjoy wasting on being mad or upset at someone. I'm glad I finally realise that. I can remember a time when I could stay mad at someone forever. Partly because I would never try to fix it. I'm glad that I don't have to worry about having that stress of being upset at someone anymore.
Doyle announced today that he wouldn't be working with the college kids anymore. It was shocking in a sense I guess, but only because no one knew about it. It's so weird to think about everything though. So much is changing. Just from a year ago. I'm not saying it's a bad thing, just different. I mean, Doyle and Christy are working with the primetimers(I think that's what they are called), Mariah and Ty are married, so are Elisheba and Kyle, Daniel is about to move, Melissa lives in Lubbock, and I'm now doing huddles. We're all growing, and I'm loving it. But to think about it, is scary also. I'm afraid, because I'm, we're, moving out of comfortable.
I don't know anymore, my brain rambles on, and I can't make sense of it. Anyways, I'm tired and have class in the morning. Peace...haha...