What a few couple of weeks it has been. I am so drained physically from so many shows going on and stuff at school. I am also spiritually and emotionally tired in a sense. I've been struggling so much with trying to 'do it right' or get it down, following the rules, that I've exhausted myself. I just want to sleep and never wake up. Okay thats being drastic, but thats how I feel. So instead I'll wake up every morning and pray that God lets me see Him doing what He's planned, instead of me seeing what I'm doing wrong. Lord, please help me to let go of needing to follow the rules. You didn't give us your Son so we'd follow the rules, so help me to stop doing that. Help me to see the wonder that is You. Help me to drop all this nonsense that I have bouncing around in my head constantly. Help me to be alone with You. Not doing anything, just sitting and listening to You.
Well I am a bit drowsy due to an odd side effect of some DayQuil, so I am off to bed.