I wonder what people must think of me. You know. Just their general thoughts. Now I know I will never get a full answer, that is truthful, out of them. But I just wished I could hear their thoughts. I don't know what made me think of this. Last night was good. Had the cast party and I think that most people had fun, or at least they acted like they did. But that could just be people being polite. Have you ever gotten to the point where you are just so emotionally strained that you think that you can't handle anything else? I don't know what I am doing.