It's been awhile...

and I haven't posted. I can say I have been extremely busy and haven't even been on the computer in forever, but I'd be lying. I have had things to do, but I am on the computer almost everyday for my class, so I could post. I've been lazy thats it. I am so glad that there are only 2 more showings of the show I'm in. Love some people to death, but I'm sick and tired of being around alot of them. But anyways, I haven't been able to sleep well in forever. I've just been staying up till 4 or later, and I don't know why. I try to stop but it doesn't ever happen. I have also been 'backsliding' as a Christian. It hurts me, and makes me feel really two faced, to God anyways. I just need some serious time alone with God. I am so lost and confused in this world I'm living in. I don't know. I really have to go, since I have church in a few hours.