Well today was okay. Had to get on to Ashton. It seems like we can't go a day with out him doing something. It is mostly his attitude that gets him in trouble. Dawn said he even gives attitude to Gene. Its crazy. But I bet its kind of hard growing up without a dad. Anyways, I am starting to regret that I agreed to do this play. I am so worried that it is going to flop. I know its kind of selfish of me, but its like I don't want to be a part of a play that sucked. Like its going to tarnish my name or something. Anyways I pray the God helps me through this, and that I stop being the way I am. Well I need to get some rest before the kids show up in the morning.